i hate how i get pissed so easily. i hate how i so hypocritical. i hate how i give up so easily. i hate how i cant do anything good. i hate the fact that i have no talent. i hate how lisa and i arnt friends anymore. i hate how i dont have a job. i hate my mom for getting pregnet. i hate andrew being so far away. i hate temptaion. i hate how i have no self control. i hate how i hurt people. i hate the way i look. i hate the fact aht i only have about 3 friends. i hate always being the one giving in the friendship. i hate getting hurt. i hate being cheated on. i hate being backstabbed. i hate the summer. i hate when people care about me. i hate extacy. i hate when people tell me all their problems but then i cant say a damn thing about myself. i hate how i cant sing. i hate how i sit home all day. i hate my family with the exeption of alyssa and aunt susan. i hate how im never going to go anywhere inlife. i hate how im into photography even though its the only thing i can do good because im ganna end up being some shitty wedding photographer. i hate how warpedtour is the day before school. i hate having curley hair. i hate not being able to stay faithful. i hate how i cant stop taking pills. i hate lieing. i hate the way i do everything. i hate how i feel like im always a disapointment. i hate how i cant stay foucused. i hate telling people shit. i hate always being involved in drama. i hate nightmares.i hate when my friends get hurt because of assholes. i hate drunk drivers. i hate how im so gullable. i hate the feeling of being alone. i hate hating. i hate loving. i hate action movies. i hate being bored. i hate everyone in the state of michigan. i hate not being either extremly happy or extremly sad all the time. i hate being overwelmed. i hate wanting. i hate how my lip ring is crooked. i hate being a girl. i hate growing up. i hate not knowing what my future will be like. i hate the unknown. i hate having no patience. i hate having no money. i hate how i always complain. i hate when people never call me back. i hate having such an early curfew. i hate listening to people cry because of what i did. i hate not being completly honest. i hate livejounral but i cant seem to get away from it. i hate everyone ive ever done anything with exept for 2 people. i hate my stepdad. i hate never knwoing what i want. i hate planes. i hate hurting the person i love.